Our Love...

You are so different than the others,
So loving and gentle that my brain can barely comprehend.
My love, I've told you that I've never let anyone in,
At least, Not until I met u.
In my heart I know that our love is different than all the rest
Everyone else can already tell by the way we look at each other
I know by the way we are,
We would rather sleep in each others arms than anything else.
I wish we could, every night just the two of us.
It's hard for me to say this so please have patience with me..
I know we are young but I wouldn't mind it at all to spend the rest of my life with you.
You have my heart and I know I have yours, so why not.?
We have talked here and there about it but
have u noticed I haven't looked into your eyes when we do.?
It's because I'm scared to see your reaction...
No one has wanted me like you have and I'm scared that I might scare u off
I rather do like having you around
I might do stupid things that get u upset at me
But I only do it because in the back of my mind I think I'm better off alone.
I don't want to be alone, yet I feel I have to be.
I don't want to be a bother and I don't want t o get in the way of your plans.
I'm at war with myself everyday because I want you to be mine always
Yet, I want you to be happy or at least happier.
I can't give you everything you deserve...
But I do love you.