AssuranceA Poem by MoEI was so mesmerized so intrigued You are everything I asked for You seem to have it all figured out You know what you want & are wise about it. I feel like such a little girl around you, not knowing what to say or do. Afraid of sounding stupid Fearful of you thinking I was insignificant. so I remain silent but I love listening to you. The way your eyes sparkle as you talk about God so passionate so enthusiastic. I love it. I thought I was mistaken I thought I was wrong But God reassured me. He put you in my life for a purpose but I feel that you are too good for me. I'm afraid of getting rejected. I like when I'm needed I want to feel useful but it seems like you don't need me at all... I dont know what to do so I don't do anything at all. I see you looking at me but I turn away. Thinking that you can do better. I pray & ask God to make the pain go away. How can missing someone hurt this bad.? We barely know each other yet, it's like i've known you my whole life. I don't want to hurt you; I always seem to hurt everyone I care for. I push him away but at the same time I want him not physically but mentally. He may not need me but I might need him. I close my eyes & whisper to the Lord "What is this feeling? Lord, I'm afraid. I put it all in your hands. Amen." © 2013 MoE |
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Added on November 18, 2013 Last Updated on November 18, 2013 |