Jealousy

She is like the wind.
I know she is there but I don't see her.
I don't want to.
I'm not even you girl
So my opinion does not matter
I don't really know you
You don't know me
But for some odd reason
In the pit of my stomach
There, lies a feeling
One that hurts me from the inside out.
It hurts more than my body hurts me.
Could this be jealousy?
It so new to me.
Never felt this way before.
I know you don't mean to hurt me
You are so unaware of me and my feelings
I do this to myself.
So forgive me if I step over my boundaries.
I live in a world where I don't see them.
I live in the world where
I don't understand
How others feel
If there is a chance of 'us'
Do something
Because I'm giving up on you...