"why should I cry over you" the only song that reminds me of her, unfortunately by the GREAT FRANCIS ALBERT SINATRA, my favorite, along with the other greats of that era. I would go hiking, camping, anything outdoors and she would never come. she liked the easy lazy way of life. I started bring up the subject of marriage, five years is too long of a boyfriend girlfriend chapter and she would say "we don't have the careers for that". I also lack bedroom romances, I've only had 3 femineas in my life including her. maybe my lack there of led her from me to jump in bed with some one else. will not look for journeys anymore. I picked the word journey for intimate relationships because of all the work you must put in and the terrain is always changing just like relationships. you start in one place and you end up somewhere better, in most cases. I'm very meek. I will from here on forth abide by two words "abstinence celibacy" . I have a tattoo of my thoughts of journeys, the tattoo was years before I met her, in Latin. it's about a woman's love and a man's strengths. i know she doesn't remember what it says cause i meant nothing to her. she is now, as of fall 2012, in love with another and happy. we parted in 2010. I have not met anyone, I have not mated or had personal romances since the parting of us. she was not for me. I see it now that she was not for me. all the little things that should have been there where not. I shan't chase femineas anymore, will remain retentio intimus thus abstinence celibacy.
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