Suicidal Savior

Suicidal Savior

A Poem by Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham
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This piece touches, philosophically, upon just one of the many Man-Made Doctrines Taught as Profound Truths by the Church, a Doctrine that does not exist, no is it to be found as stated in the Bible.

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Suicidal Savior

Written By Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham

Copyright © 2013 Marvin Thomas Cox

DBA: Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham

All Rights Reserved


If I were to kill myself,

I would burn in hell,

for a million years,

drown in a million tears,

of sorrow unchanging ...


This doctrine of suicide,

such as taught by churches,

who never ask as to why,

never question this lie,

or whence it came to be so ...


Have you yet asked to see,

where in the good book,

and upon what pages,

in such eternal rages,

were these words spoken?


It is only a doctrine of men,

words never to be found,

nor did they ever exist,

except as tactics of fist,

from Inquisitions past ...


Fear was Church power,

convert or die was the cry,

sinner endure the pain,

in Jesus Christ's name,

or burn in hell forevermore …


If you should kill yourself,

a new convert will be lost,

your pain is much gain,

always in Jesus' name,

His Church must prevail ...


Yet the Jews at Masada,

men, women, and children,

gladly met their deaths,

suicide taking their breaths,

before blaspheming HaShem ...1


Choosing death over dishonor,

one right over many wrongs,

they knew nothing of hell,

if true, Torah would tell,

but of this it spoke not a word ...


And in days of the old west,

it was taught that it was best,

a white woman to be captured,

by Indians and savagely violated,

kill herself with no thought of hell ...


And even the Hebrew man Jesus,

went willingly to the cross,

having power in his last breath,

to prevent his own death,

yet, he chose death, over living ...


I ponder the reasons as to why,

any one would choose to die --

who possessed the power to live,

yet chose death and to die:

Is such an act willful sacrifice -- or suicide?


It appears to my simple mind,

Christians serve a Suicidal Savior,

yet deny to themselves and others,

the very example that he is said --

to have set for us all ...



(Written March 22nd, 2013)

1HaShem is Hebrew for The Name

© 2023 Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham


Author's Note

Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham
Suicide Gone Askew Of Societal Taboos

Written By Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham
Copyright © 2023 Marvin Thomas Cox
DBA: Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham
All Rights Reserved

“I do not, never have of never will, advocate nor encourage the life existence terminating (as in deleting all one's files from a PC with no System Restore or Backup, or Gaming to think one possesses the option of reset or clicking on that next life's try of ever again) act of Suicide. In my viewpoint's perspective, Suicide (except for terminal illnesses wherein the pain and quality of life is not life at all's not worth the living anymore in any sense's sense of that which think of as Living) is a mistake, an error that can never be changed or altered, but IS NOT OF NEVER WAS OF NEVER HAS BEEN a Cardinal Sin, the terminology of which doth support my analytical claim that the ole RCC was, in fact the origin of infamous fame regarding those who chose death over denying their own personal beliefs (Yahweh, Allah, the God of Whatever), or simply choosing to suffer at the hands of madmen clad as clergy — no more!

Fact is and truthfully so: The Inquisition never ended (as per Cullen Murphy's, historical book: God's Jury— https://www.amazon.com/Gods-Jury-Inquisition-Making-Modern/dp/0547844581 ), is still ongoing and covert in the actual factual sense that all that has changed is the applied euphemistic name upon the properly associated door of the Vatican, wherein all prying of spying on people's behavior of beliefs continues to go on as we speak, though, thankfully at the time, we no longer hear of torture or burning one at yon stake for the sake of protecting and praising the name of a most odd fucking God who is obviously an openly active polygamist who is also into Beastiality's Zo0philia1, because He addresses The House of Judah and The House of Israel (Southern & Northern Kingdoms of Israel, similar to the north and south of the USA's Civil War that came about after the death of Solomon) as the Sheep of his pasture, rather than Human fucking Beings that is alleged He created … And, what is more intriguing, if God was Jesus and Jesus was God, then, when God committed adultery in taking (not a word is said of poor Mary being a willing sperm recipient) the Virgin Mary (a woman betrothed to another man wherein the Torah proclaims that she could and would be put to death via being stripped naked before all her community, placed in a hole to be filled in up to her waist, making escape impossible, and pummeled with stones until she was beaten, battered, and bloody to hell's dead) is said to have found herself with God (a Holy Spirit? Me thinks not!) hovered over her body in missionary fashion, and (without penetration?) inseminated her to leave her bearing the child of someone who was damn sure to hell not her husband … The laughable point of all this reality is this: God was Jesus, Jesus was God (initially an act of adultery where by both God/Jesus and Mary should have died in separate stoning holes of side by side), which relegates reality to this one and only conclusion of position: God as Jesus, Jesus as God, was fucking his own mother to be in inseminating and, thus' therefore, creating himself as the Primal Mother Fucker (the Bible is filled with such examples if one is astutely paying attention) spitting in the face of his own not yet but soon to be spermatized-egged fetal face … As such is, without any doubt's doubt, the most hilarious contrivance of Religion Is Bullshit2 ever conceived by men as Man (Man is God as God is Man) in perpetrating, orchestrating, and penetrating the minds of ignorant men who choose to not think, but salivate in sacrifice of their own individuality's minds become blind (Blind Faith: belief without true understanding, perception, or discrimination. http://www.dictionary.com/browse/blind-faith) upon the Golden Altars of their own chosen, self inseminating, Ignorance, wherein they do reside as complacent, docile, and domesticated cattle: Sheeple-People Cattle, that were once Human Beings — but are Human, no more, and are totally mind-fucked!

As for Suicide? … Can't of shan't be no more of a din's sin than that societal sin of fucking one's own Dad's wife and one's own Mother. Wherein lies the logic of sanity's reason within such conclusions that condemn those who would/could commit the act of Suicide to a Fire-n-Brimstone Hell, but fail to relegate Mother Fuckers (i.e.: God & Jesus) to the plight of suffering in ever smoldering flames of eternal night?

It is more than high time to rethink that which we have been taught and presume to assume to believe as indisputably divine (anonymous Gospel's) Truths ...” — Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham


Example Of Man is God, God is Man, Fucking The Sheep Of His Pasture



(Written August 19th, 2023)

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Damn my mans you have so eloquently tackled a thought I would not be able to.. major applause!! And major praise to this work of art. I'm impressed and comforted at the logic and grace you showed in this. And the poetry is simple and stunning. I love it!! You seem to be a true believer which is so hard to find. I will certainly read more as you have much to share and enlighten me with. Thank you for posting this!!

Posted 10 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

ProphetsMother

10 Months Ago

I, too, love to scrutinize the prophets. I don't think it should be considered blasphemy either and .. read more
Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham

10 Months Ago

ProphetsMother,

Thank you for reading and understanding ...

I am an EX.. read more
ProphetsMother

10 Months Ago

So you know the real first hand.. that's wonderful. I appreciate you breaking it down for us.



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I think I would end my life given certain circumstances. But I would never do it at someone else's request. Nor would I involve anyone else if I could help it. Be they first responders, family or even at the behest of my religion. Which I agree in my case is not likely.
Whether I would do it for spiritual reasons I don't know. What I do know without fear of contradiction is that it would be my choice, fully and wholeheartedly. To rid others of me, perhaps. To rid myself of pain. I don't know until it comes. But definitely not because someone else requires it. Certain experiences in my life have taught me this.
An interesting and excellently argued and worded arguement here Marvin. Truly.

Posted 10 Months Ago


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Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham

10 Months Ago

Ken,

Thanks for reading and for the most valuable supportive input. My point, held c.. read more
Damn my mans you have so eloquently tackled a thought I would not be able to.. major applause!! And major praise to this work of art. I'm impressed and comforted at the logic and grace you showed in this. And the poetry is simple and stunning. I love it!! You seem to be a true believer which is so hard to find. I will certainly read more as you have much to share and enlighten me with. Thank you for posting this!!

Posted 10 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

ProphetsMother

10 Months Ago

I, too, love to scrutinize the prophets. I don't think it should be considered blasphemy either and .. read more
Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham

10 Months Ago

ProphetsMother,

Thank you for reading and understanding ...

I am an EX.. read more
ProphetsMother

10 Months Ago

So you know the real first hand.. that's wonderful. I appreciate you breaking it down for us.
I have feelings about this topic, having been raised Catholic and taught that suicide is a mortal sin and we will go to hell if we do it.
I think of many who have committed suicide and just do not believe those folks are there in that burning pit.
They were good people who just couldn't survive in this world...not that they didn't try...
but then so many Christians do not walk the walk...they talk, they judge, they condemn...
When their own back yard is so fully of contempt for others...God smiles at that? I think not.
j.

Posted 11 Months Ago


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Marvin Thomas Cox-Flynn de Graham

11 Months Ago

Inspired by the muse of your read and comment Jacob"

Suicide Gone Askew Of Societal T.. read more

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Added on August 17, 2023
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Tags: Life, Death, Philosophy, The-Inquisition, Roman-Catholic-Church, God, Jesus, Judaism, Christianity, Passover, Scapegoat, Barabbas, Human-Sacrifice, Doctrine-Of-Suicide Organized-Re

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