Fear

She downed the drink in her hand,
She injected some speed,
She had no hesitations,
She wanted to bleed.

The razor in the cabinet,
The throb beneath her skin,
The cuts became deeper,
She threw the cloth in the bin.

She had every intention,
She had her mind set,
She stood on the corner,
She waited for a bet.

Her eyes are glazed,
She has her last meal,
Her dreams are shattered,
All she wanted was to feel.