A General Kind of Sadness

A General Kind of Sadness

A Poem by N.A.

Dirt gathers

and blows away

and it changes so much

it starts to all look the same


No hand sticks out 

farther than the other

It starts to all feel the same

There are no new colors


My head starts to hurt

at the clicks and pops

It noisily despises

every independent thought


I used to miss him

Like a person should

Now I just

Wish that I could


I was always more bored

than lonesome

More numb 

than depressed


Rocks break down

so slowly every day

So self involved

can’t notice the change


Clouds don’t run

they inch their way

That’s how they’re gone 

the next day 


And

You’ll be gone 

the next day

You wont need

my pity


You’ll be gone

the next day

I’m already 

forgetting


You’ll be gone 

the next day and

All that’s left

is this general kind of sadness


Not sure what else to say

© 2014 N.A.


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Added on March 10, 2014
Last Updated on March 10, 2014
Tags: autistic, aspergers syndrome, romance, break ups, blunt affect, stimuli

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N.A.
N.A.

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I am a person. I grew up in Southern California. I write fiction or I rant about things that bug or intrigue me. I also have pathetic poems. So enjoy the crazy. more..

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