Eternally

Eternally
Temptation comes and goes
letting me in on that sin is all I know
and I cant get past the void you left in me
no matter how full I get I'll still be hurting
Eternally
Don't look at me, cause I'm ashamed
Don't love me, cause I'll I know is disdain
and if you saw me in the light, you'd turn to ash and rot away
because I betray myself before I get paid
off of this, If I'm still left insane
maybe you'll hate me as much as I hate myself
only then I can love you like nobody else
you have to die before your born again
I'd have to kill you before I'll let you in
Eternally
I'm scared to know myself
I'm scared to know myself
I'm scared to know myself
Don't want to be made up of nails and veins
twisting out like broken branches
still leaning towards the cross
and shame of not holding one
Eternally