Sorry...

I’m sorry for a lot of things, things that are hard for me to explain...

like all the drama that I caused, and for always pointing the blame...

I’m sorry for all the hurt, knowing I too, caused you such pain...

so many things I’m sorry for, so sorry that it feels like rain...

I’m sorry that it took you this long to finally let me know...

that you really did fall in love with me but just could never tell me so...

I’m sorry that you once had to say goodbye, even though I never did let go...

but through all the hurt, pain and sorrow, it only helped me grow...

I’m sorry for then wanting more from you, more love… more affection… more time 

and when you just couldn't give me that, I felt so lost and left behind...

I’m sorry for so many other reasons, reasons I keep trying to find...

like how so very foolish I was, to think that you were still mine...

I’m so sorry, and that’s what I want to say...

for everything between hell and heaven above...

but the one thing that I'm not sorry for...  

is that I’m not sorry for my... "love"

Author's Note

(sigh).......

Reviews

[Shaquana Adams]

I’m sorry for then wanting more from you, more love… more affection… more time
and when you just couldn't give me that, I felt so lost and left behind...

I really love this poem. Great job! :)

[N!LoC]

Thanks Shaq... A really pin point personal one this one is for me...

[Nikki Hughes]

Beautifully written and something we have all felt at one point in time.

[N!LoC]

Thanks Nikki.. This is a very personal piece to me... Very personal

[Dream Weaver]

Quoting a Sir Elton John song, "Sorry seems to be the hardest word"
Nice depth in this you could almost feel the pain that was inflicted...

[N!LoC]

Oh yes.. Depth... That word is always so gratifying to hear when someone says that in a poem and yes.. It takes lotsa pain to come up with a piece like this :-)

[Dream Weaver]

This is a good example why most of us write. Fact or fiction we get to channel it all out on paper and reflect...

[N!LoC]

And RELEASE.... (Ahhhhh) :-)

[hmarieee]

This is great. I can relate.

[N!LoC]

Thank u Hanna. Always great to hear that :-)

[Yellow Butterfly]

I agree.. you should never be 'sorry' for love..


great poem...

[N!LoC]

Yeah... Well with the exception for jerks and players.... Lol

[Hope's Etro]

Wow....Lost for words.....This is definitely one form the heart, one that so many can relate. Fine work you have here; I'll always be here for you

[N!LoC]

Wow... lost for words... this is definitely one from the heart, one so many i can relate... fine review you have here... thanks for for that :-)

[MOON]

Poignant lovely write affirming in a way apologizing helps.

[N!LoC]

As Elton John would sing "sorry seems to be the hardest word" .... Well it came fairly easy for me ... In writing that is :-)

[Brandon Wilson]

I know the feeling man i have some poems that are similar, well done.

[N!LoC]

thank u so much b.w :-)

[Baby Ricochet]

Ah loved lost. Bittersweet piece N!LoC. Great job

[N!LoC]

bittersweet like 95% dark chocolate.. hihi :-)

[Frieda P]

I see you belong to the I Never Learn Club too...nice to c'ya, I'm the President...so this is related to me in so many ways. Nicely pen'd. I enjoyed it.

[N!LoC]

haha :-)