friend

dear friend,

      all though i know you can't read this, i feel i should let everyone know what a great person you are. i've always dreaded the day you would leave me forever, and maybe it won't be forever. but for now, it is. and i can't explain how much i miss you. i truly understand the expression, you'll never know what you've got, until you lose it. the day you left me, i  broke down, i'm not sure if it was all because of being upset. i think i was angry that you left me, because you had to leave me with all of our amazing memories, that i'll never forgot. when i think of the summer of 2007 i can't help but smile, i'll never forget it. and have never and will never regret one second of it. even the last parts when we were in trouble. i know you'll be okay, and i know i'll be okay. but you changed my life for the better, and i'll never forget you. you can just say, "i'm a plane ticket away" babygirl. and you're always going to have a special part of my heart, i carry you with me everywhere. even up to the legion. and when i here beyonce on the radio. one more year until i'll be a w***e, and i can listen to sublime, up at the rock. i love you to death, that's never going to change. you helped me through my dark days, when i told you i was done for, i was going to be gone. when i told you i wouldn't make it to fourteen, you were always the one to encourage me to keep moving, and my a*s will be okay. and with your words on mind, i know if you can do it. then i can do it. i love you, i miss you, and i hope its warm up there babygirl.

                          love forever,

                                  kelsey.

Author's Note

this doesn't really fit under a catagory, just a letter to one of my missed friends.