Cheers My Never Lover, To The Life We'll Never Know

To Joseph, we must trust

You are 

My dream of

Waking up

Laughing about

Last night

That stupid fight

We could never fight

You and I

We always had beautiful things to say

Loving, passionate, sweet

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Baby, 

I wanted to spend my life

With you

But it isn't meant to be

Not right now

Not the way we are

And yet, to little, human me

You seem

Absolutely

The most perfect of them all

The crazy

The soft, 

The bright, 

The beautiful

And you said you'd make breakfast

Everyday

I told you

I'd make lunch and dinner, 

Write a little note

So at work

You'd have some hope

Baby, I, 

With my little human eye

Desire you

All that soft fire you

Exude 

You are so gorgeous 

In the stiff fluid way you move

The shy boldness

The hot coldness,

Baby, I

Baby, I 

Baby, I 

Can't fall out of love

With you

The way you miss me

Makes it harder

The way you never kissed me

Makes it all seem farther

And farther away

How I wish, 

In my little human mind

That I could spend each and every day

Watching your eyes light up from God's word

Holding your hand in the corner of Schoolyard

As we watch our children, little me's, little you's 

Scurry away

Baby if you were one of my people

I'd marry you

In a second

In a millisecond

In a billionth of a second

Baby, Joseph, 

I'd marry you today...

Is that crazy?

And I told you, I am just a little human

Limited in my perception

But, alas, we must trust that

God will help us find direction, 

Lead us to the light

Cheers my never lover, 

To the life, we we'll never know

To the fights that we'll never fight

To the children we'll never grow,

Hold on tight my never lover,

Hold on for this radiant, bright

That you are destined to become

My never lover,  

Hold on for this crazy, 

For this crazy but beautiful ride.