Obsession

I wrote this a couple years ago, and edited it, so hopefully it makes more sense now.

Feels like I want him

Feels like we’re two separate people

When I‘m alone I just need him, I just need him

It feels like obsession

But I just can’t control it

It’s something I can’t help but,

When he’s here, my whole world flips upside down.

 

Why is it that guys are so complicated?

I mean I just don’t understand!

It’s so frustrating! I just wanna hit the ground!

Get all my anger out!

I need him, repeats in my mind.

I want him, follows afterwards.

What should I do?

What can I do?

I’m just gonna let my tears run….