Wait for You

Written on 2-4-16. I was desperately clinging onto our relationship, even though part of it no longer existed.

You told me not to wait for you

I see no reason why

You told me it adds pressure

But without you, my heart cries

As boyfriends we seemed everything

Everyone's perfect pair

Deep down I knew your heart still screamed

Because of someone who wasn't there

I knew it to be a challenge

But your love was more than enough

No matter how the future went

i would stay by your side and be tough

As friends you make me happy

Still being who you are

We take caution and try privacy

To balance the weight of the bar

I'm not asking you to know

Or rush what you must do

The only thing I want

Is to be allowed to wait for you

The time may go by

Who knows how we will feel

But it's worth it to find out

I'll make you a proper deal

I won't beg you to keep loving me

I already know your heart has truth

Let us be friends, we'll see where it ends

And we'll do, whatever we do