IM SPECIAL

I NEVER FEEL SO BLESSED ALL MY LIFE UNTIL REALIZATIONS COME RUNNING IN MY MIND..

Its hard to be me.Sometimes i sit in a corner and wonder why i still feel so blessed.. I know maybe lots of people may envy me for some reason but they dont know that behind my smiles..behind my laughs hide's the real me.
I don’t deserve to be happy. i don’t deserve to be loved.  i don’t deserve a happy life. I don’t even deserve a good laugh. i really just don’t deserve everything that i have today after all that i’ve done. Yet, i’m still blessed with a good family, good friends, good career and all. sometimes, i’m asking why is that so? You know what i learned? its because i’m still special before the eyes of God that even if i don’t deserve to be loved by Him, He still chose me. He made me feel i’m loved by Him even if sometimes i feel all alone. He never fails even if i always fail Him. He never forgets though sometimes i tend to focus more on other things. He simply loves me, more than i love him...Thanks for not giving up on me.GOD!