Patti Mayonnaise

A Poem by Cahjli Symes

F**k you anxiety
I hate it when you sleep with me

You f**k my brains out
Claim you own me
As you gut me with your knife

I can't get you out of my life

Through the days
And my nights
My eyes wide open
Body shaking down

Like a needle
Full of ink
Each nail ingested
A fucked up story to tell

Burn in hell
F**k your life
I can't f*****g breathe as you look down on me

With a straw in my throat
I choke on my words
Comfort in sorrow
Fear of tomorrow
Paralysis that chokes me as I fight