Happiness and Sunshine

I wish I can't breathe
I'm 18, my mind in shock
Time stops, my body drops

I'm dead
My heart cold
My chest bleeds
Stressed out soul

A noose made
To tie me
So fucked up
Crucify me

I choke up
Vomit out
So fucked up
You hear now

You see me
Cut my eyes out
Force feed me
Believe me

I'm so cold and it's freezing.