A Life

A poem on a life. The feelings comes from within. Free flow of the inner most life.

A restlessness, for an emotion undone and untouched

A freedom yet unreached, binds me to the irrelevance

A fear craving for a disaster, imagined throughout

A relief unwanted from the deepest trusts,

A waste of time? Or a disgust of masochism?

Or imagined days of futile frustrations?

Quietness or a depth of solitude or a dreaded lust

Seemed to play the symphonies of passions

Lived it like a dog, of chances never to be returned

And now I thrive on the defeated times, alone in a mutiny within

Excitements of slight music, progressed with the beats of dizziness

Yet awake, waiting for the rhythms of madness

For the lost, or maybe unknown, or a bit clarity

Randomness, of the staggering outbursts,

Yet none to hear, none to feel

A solitude, but with touches and fragrances

Of a passion unearthed, yet to be manifested

A passion for madness indeed, with no consequence

Not of a repute, but of a satisfaction,

A source of mysterious peace, a gain indeed

But as time indeed, beliefs remain meaningless

I don't pray, nor do I believe in miracles

But of this messed up life, I believe,

I do believe in a symphony that-

I hear each day,

I try each day,

I live each day,

Within, that brings me to life and I breathe again.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

"I do believe in a symphony that-

I hear each day,

I try each day,

I live each day,"

[Sandipan Majhi]

thank u for ur time..

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:)..............

[Zachary Esher]

This great; the best poem I have read in this contest so far.
I can relate to this as well.
Thanks for giving us a window into a life!

[Sandipan Majhi]

hey man thanx really.... i mean m an amateur poet ... it really means a lot to me .. really !!!

[Sami Khalil]

A splendid read and write sir ...Thank you for penning...:)................

[Sandipan Majhi]

Ohh thank you... Don't call me sir. I am just an undergrad. :)

[Sami Khalil]

:)........................

[Saddam]

I do believe in a symphony that-
I hear each day,
I try each day,
I live each day,

This is very nice poetry. Inteesting. Love this.

[Sandipan Majhi]

thank you very much... :) ....

[Brook]

I love the way it flows.
I like this a lot, you've written it nicely. Great job!

[Sandipan Majhi]

thank you very much :)