I'm your ghost and you're my dream

i love you and you hate me

why do i spill my heart?
when all you do is make fun of me and put me down?
when would i die for you?
when all you would do is say good riddence?
why do i cry when i think about you?
when all you do is let yesterday fade away?
when do i want to be with you so bad?
when you easily would let me go?
why do i see you as being so beautiful?
when you just see me as a monster?
why do i wana die?
when you have no concern if i die or live?
ppl can tell me that im selfish, but what the f**k, if someone wanted and could take my life then they could, but they cant, so how am i selfish?
but whatever if anyone really cared about me then forget me...
then i could be happy..
i just want money for i can drive... just drive wherever the wind takes me...
and when i stop...
im done

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Elrebmik™]

Wow...this is great. I can definetely relate to every word. Great work. :)

[Saosinkid (Death whispe..]

woah i messed up on this poem q: sorry guys, it was one of my early early works haha
i used when too wrong (x

[Deaths Cold Kiss]

i can relate to this so much.. , again, good work