Your unique they said..practically tried to beat it into my head..but who am I...am I even the real me...television , music and the thoughts of those ..
I'm sitting in this room... it's my tomb ...if you didn't know... if you didn't know... I guess I didn't show lost it all to the games.... and now I'm..
When I close my eyes and I drift away... far off to another place ...I hear your voice and I see your face.... and it reminds me how blindly I blew it..
There is no mistaking...this pain that forsakes me.. .. it threatens to obliterate me...time and time again I am waiting ....thoughts of sedating the ..
I woke up today and the weight was back ....a million a billion a trillion different things to take me off track....it's like one thought after anothe..
So I appear to have it together...to bad I know me better ....I sit back an reflect ...I'm in need of a reality check....So much stuff that I cover up..