Pain of Being Near

I dont know when
And I dont know how
But i think i fell in love
With the one I cant have

It is an agony to be near her
It pains me to picture her face
And it tears me in two
Just knowing she'll never be mine

But I cannot cut her out
I cannot just for get her
Because losing her completely
I know this would kill me

So I bear with the pain
Listen to peoms about another
Hear stories about her and another
While my heart secretly my heart
Cries bloody tears into open wounds