"She should just be dead"

I feel so alone in my life...being bullied at school...my family tries to cheer me up...but they don't know the extent my life has became to

Even after all this time,

the words still stinginh in my head

"She should just be dead..."

People at school often made these remarks.

I walk alone.

I eat alone.

I do everything: alone.

I hadn't always be this way..

The ones who now wish I was dead..

They use to be my friends.

Goes to show,

People change.

Just like me.

I changed, I never would have done this.

Never would have picked up a blade.

But now I have red stains forming at my hips.

Only place I dare to cutt...