Understanding What Happened

Understanding What Happened

A Poem by Taste of Insanity

this i wrote after contemplating me past

Understanding What Happened-January 12,2011
i fell apart so quickly
barely put up a fight
i was so pathetic 
i should have known this wasn't right
i was putty in your hands
and you knew that was true
your mind games kept me crazy
why did i love you
the wounds you cut
were messy and deep
some days i just sat there
i couldn't even weep
i didn't know myself enough 
to break free of your every curse
by the time it was over
my heart nearly burst
i'm just sad that you took me
some parts i haven't recovered
might be lost forever
so i will continue to suffer
that one mistake so long ago
i can hardly remember
the memories will die
just like the last ember
still paranoid i look around
i don't trust your kind
they invade me space
and it just gets worse over time
i'm lost in my hate 
but i try exercise control
maybe i will eventually fall
and loose the rest of my soul

© 2011 Taste of Insanity

Author's Note

Taste of Insanity
not too great at rhyming

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Added on January 13, 2011
Last Updated on January 14, 2011
Tags: past, abuse, hurt, lies, love, understanding, weep, cry, self, hate, hatred, pathetic, fell, fall, cut, suffer, loose, soul


Taste of Insanity
Taste of Insanity

Windsor, CT

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