FatherlessA Poem by Anonymously
an english teacher with experience
with appearance with something that none of the other teachers had an english teacher with care who cared about students here and there- we were freaks, we were we were lonely, we were an english teacher who brought me up who complimented margin doodles and whatnot- an english teacher who told me I'd do great things one day don't let it slip away one day an english teacher who made me to believe that I was somehow special, so stop greiving- start believin- start the beat in- an english teacher who called me a flower who called me a jewel who called me an example- and I saw him like the father I'd always wanted- little did I know that an english teacher who had more than a hundred students a day had no time to feel the same way- I was just another among the class- so no matter how many tests I managed to pass- I was not special, never would be never could be I was not clever, at least not as clever as those before me- I was not something I wasn't- something he built me up to be- there were others that he taught, just like me there were others that he sought, some more than me- didn't matter if I drew or wrote really well, I was under the illusion, the trick, the spell- that someone like me could ever matter that someone like him could ever care for someone like me, without a father someone like me, a common daughter an english teacher who taught me to believe that no matter how much I beg for the father not a martyr- it wasn't an option, it's not part of the charter- daughter without a father father figure was a lot farther from me and though I breathe I'm dying inside can't you see I'm alive I'm not livin an english teacher who made me care only to leave at the end of the year who saw through the facade only to remain silent- daughter without a father figure wanted a teacher to be a father figure only the kid across the room, and the one next to him, we all wanted the same thing we all wished the same dream and there wasn't enough english teacher father figure movement starter to go around we were freaks we were lonely an english teacher we left behind we were fatherless
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Added on May 28, 2017 Last Updated on May 28, 2017 |