Cruel Things

I'm in need of a tragedy

Something fresh

Something new

I'm in need of an emotional disaster

Something to break my heart

Something that kills

 

The only things that make a difference

Are things that matter

Painful things

Things to die for

Hurtful things that happen when I'm not ready

 

It's what I deserve

And it's what I need to live up to my full potential

It doesn't need to make sense

It just needs to be devastating

 

I live off my own tragic events

They keep me in check when I lose touch with reality

They remind me of the inevitable cruelties of life

I feed off of them to get the thrill I need

The rush of my mistakes

To help me understand that I am a bad person

Who doesn't deserve to be happy

 

No one deserves to be happy

We are all cruel

Reviews

[Penny Dreadful]

wow this was powerful.

xxxx