Besides Everything.

I know the full truth, But I still want "us"

I know it will never work the way i want it 

But i still want to try it with you my beloved

I know it will never be easy on me neither would you

But I still want to fight for you as much as i can.

 

I know you will never feel the same about my heart

Still I never want us to be apart

I know it would be a war, a game for you and it will be hard

But it will give you the privilege of winning even if I had a bomb from the start.

 

I know everything will be fine one day

But to me, it is never fine when you don't say hey!

I know that life will turn its wheel of fortune when we say hooray

And we will end up just like yesterday.

 

I know my love for you will stay along decades

Just like willow trees getting aids

My heart will always love you with all the given blades

But it will stay there no matter how hard it gets.

 

And I will always love the beautiful eyes you own

I will always love the tan skin you have

And I will always love the person you are 

Forever and Always my love

Author's Note

After being in love with the same person for about a year and a half, I realized that I have that phobia of losing him, I don't know why. But I need an answer .
Google can't give me the answer, neither my diary book nor him. I can't find the answer within myself, so I think there is no truth !.. anyways, if any of you have an idea about it, just suggest it please, i would like to know, and if any of you have faced such thing before .

Thank you so much for your time. Love you all xoxo

Reviews

[wordman]

sounds like it`s time to put a ring on it

[wordman]

go get him,life is short

[stars are far]

Yeah,but it is not that easy ,or you have a plan ? hehe

[wordman]

knock his a*s out,drag him to the church

[stars are far]

omg thats so funny !. Yeah the only way of making him mine !

[wordman]

here's some good advise, if your serious and he`s not it`s time to move on
it wasn`t meant to be.and if it is he will wake up

[stars are far]

it wasnt meant to be from the start, and life is too short to give up on him, because I still believe that he is everything i ever wanted. though i tried to move on, but it was all useless.

[wordman]

well if it`s meant to be it will happen,he knows how sweet you are

[stars are far]

All i can do is pray for that and world war 3 will start..

[wordman]

world war 3 has long been started

[stars are far]

4 it is then hehe

[wordman]

I get the message , you can win ,you are a fighter

[stars are far]

Im a lover and i believe tjat a lover and a fighter are the same because the bboth give away the best forsonething they believe in

[wordman]

you are definitely a fighter girl,fight for what you want
take no prisoners, less they are at your feet to help make your life complete
time for dinner see you later

[Jennesis]

Be cautious of relying on another to fill you, especially when they don't give you what you need back. What is the fear about? Perhaps it is less about losing them, and more about losing yourself or being alone. We get validation from lots of places, make sure it's not just from the outside. And all that being said, maybe this person just does it for you. It's not always logical, this thing called love~

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

A telling fear that can raise or bury us, only you can decide which, well done, great read.

[~]

I agree with Thomas, the answers lie within ourselves. Do we really not want the person to leave? Or are we just afraid that we will not be able to pick our pieces together once they do?

[stars are far]

So fearing of him leaving is an option . Because its not the issue of bringing myself back together but the thought of him being away and not mine is

[~]

well said :)