the fear of never being un-stuck

what if you never were un-stuck...

I’m drowning in a fear of never being un-stuck

To never know the feeling of creating emotion again

To never touch another’s heart again

I’m coming down with a sickness I can’t heal on my own

If I could only find someone to heal it….

But it seems as if they’ve all run away …

Run away with the fear of catching my sickness

If only someone would dare to come and touch my wounds to heal me.

 

I’m drowning in the fear of never being un-stuck

To never finish another poem again

To hate everything I make

Not knowing who I am anymore kills me

What have I become when I can’t define who I am anymore

When I’ve been lost in “you’re just like me” and “we’re so alike”

And all I want to be is anything but like you

But everyone swarms around me in similarities

If only I could find myself in all this mess and break away on my wings and fly!

 

And I’m drowning in the fear of never being un-stuck

To never be able to write on paper again

To never dream again

When my friends all leave what will I have left

When there’s no one left to talk to or laugh with

And I’ve been rejected for a guy named vlad in Switzerland

There’s no one to confide in and all I have is myself

As if everyone’s found someone better

If only I could find someone willing to forsake all to be with only me…

 

If only I could over come my fear of never being un-stuck

 

Author's Note

ignore grammer, does this seem to flow well??

Reviews

[Wolfwind Words]

I think the flow is good.
The image I got off this was one of a person lost and adrift in life, after rebelling against being the norm as anyone else, and being pushed away by those who don't like differences.

Every grain of sand is different. Celebrate in that uniqueness. Damn anyone who can't understand it's ok to be an individual.

Great Poem!
Infinity's Shadow