So Where is She

So Where is She

A Poem by Daniel Rae

this feeling,
it's sending me
into an abyss
of myself.

selflessness,
self inflict,
conflict of
unhappiness.

bare,
stare,
the glare from
the shards of glass,
sticking out from my
skin.

where do I begin,
I don't want to exist,
this isn't bliss.

where's the lips
I miss,
yet never kissed.

positive vibes
don't work anymore,
my mind is sore.

the wounds I give myself,
they sting,
reminding me
I'm still a living
being.

I don't want to be,
am I really me?
how do I know?
how do you.

what's to say
who's right
or
wrong?

what's
right
or
wrong.

it's the same song,
played on repeat
in my head.

where is she,
to help me see?
to help me
believe,
I'm worth living,
I'm worth being a
person of inspiration,
desperation,
devastation.

disappointment.

© 2015 Daniel Rae


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I like this.. I like the style.. the imagery. there are things in there that I swear I have written myself..

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Added on November 4, 2015
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Tags: depressed, depressing, depression, suicidal, self-harm, transgender, ftm, trans, tboy, sorrow

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Daniel Rae
Daniel Rae

Saskatoon, Saskachewan, Canada



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Transgendered teen, ftm. I'm 19. I want to be published for my freaky stories and my talent for poetry. If that is possible, it would be extremely appreciated and you'd be helping me with a life goal... more..

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