If You Only Knew

You don't realise that I fake a smile 

You don't realise that I've been down for a while 

You don't realise I don't speak anymore 

You don't realise that I don't laugh no more 

All this time I'm dying inside 

And you walk away because of your pride 

But you have never once tried 

If you knew would you care about my state 

Or would you leave me to be bait 

Broken and damaged that's what I am 

Left to fend off the battering ram 

You never asked 'are you okay' 

So I just kept you at bay 

You could have saved me from this hell 

But I blazed in my cell 

If you only knew