Hell seems better now..

I have never felt so alone

So empty

The voice in my mind

Is telling me

You have done this to yourself

And

I know

 

My body feel’s on fire

However, my heart is almost

Charcoal

Life has become

More harder

Hurting

What I cared for

 

Hurting

Is only a taster of hell?

Knowing

 I will not be forgiven

ever

And live with it

Will haunt me forever

 I did not ask for it to be this way

 

No one understands me

They never have

Sometimes I do not understand myself

Therefore, I hurt people

It is a bad habit

To fall from

I cannot help

Being unhappy

If I knew, what it felt like

I know I would not have been this way

 

Life is about making mistakes

I have made a few

They keep growing

Till I find what I want

And all I can do

Is apologize

I cannot mend

What I have done

 

Apology is not enough

Never will be

I shall live with it

Being alone

Hell seems a better now

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

yeah life has turned a little sour recently...

Reviews

[Jibey]

I was so sorry to read this... a powerful statement of grief and regret... You are deserving of so muhc more warmth and love... Powerfully written with raw feelings exposed...

[EMF]

Heartbreaking. Simply heartbreaking, yet admist the heartache you produce work of such quality...

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

We as humans a*s make mistakes and those who don't forgive are probably dealing with guilt themselves... also we can not expect others to forgive us if we don't forgive ourselves.