oceans of feelings

A Poem by vaishnavi

Now a days there is no control of mine
over my heart,
there is no control of my heart
on my feelings.

my heart can always tolerate
the pain and hate
but it can never control
feelings of love

my heart creates a vast ocean of feelings
and I am flowing in it
I know that I cant cross this ocean
siting on a pale raft
I search for a land of hope
but i am definitely sure that before reaching there
I will drown in this ocean

my life is like a car it is running smooth
but sometimes it is like
a car with its breaks failed
and steering wheels in my hand, apart from the car, useless
running with a tremendous speed
with no way out
this is a strait road
but I am pretty sure
that now or then a sharp turn will come
and will crash my car...