Breaking at the seams

I'm falling apart,
I'm breaking at the seams,
Everyone who promised they would
never leave,
has.

I don't have any friends,
And the ones I have
aren't really friends,
they gossip and say
mean things about me
behind my back.

I pretend not to know
maybe they would stay
around longer.
I really wish I had a friend.

They all tell me to
"get over it"
and
"it happened almost two years ago."
scars don't heal any faster.

No, it hasn't been two years.
It has been
1 year, 3 months, 24 days and 2 hours.

Everyone is so fake it makes me sick,
No one cares
No one has cared
No one will ever care.

I'm falling apart,
I'm breaking at the seams.
When will I wake up from this nightmare,
that is my reality?

Author's Note

this poem sucks.

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

I think this was a really good poem. I know how you feel people always seem like to want to hurt you.They want to rip you apart to the point where you can't trust them enough. I think you did a good job with the feelings in this poem. Good job. Thanks for sharing.

[Jami Nicole]

Panda this poem is amazing!!! It most deffinetly does NOT suck. :D
And for the record, I care and I have ALWAYS cared. I loves you Panda.

Love, Jami

[Geralyn Miller]

No, this poem does not suck.
It is an honest expression of heartfelt emotion
Not all people understand that everyone grieves in their own time, no one has the right to say "get over it." It takes the time it takes. Time WILL makie the pain of loss subside until it is bearable and does not hurt constantly, eventually, you will be able to think of your cousin and only the good memories will be there.
I'm sorry I didn't review this earlier, I had to wait for my roommate to pick up some batteries for my keyboard. Also, I DO care.

[Michaela Briggeman]

This poem is amazing! what are you talking about! holy crap!

[RonnieBreight]

I have to disagree with you. This poem most certainly does not suck. It makes my heart melt. I'm actually in love with it. I'm not sure if that's normal or not?...
Anyways, I COMPLETELY relate to this. You are a very relatable writer, which is awesome. It's so true though, everyone always saying "get over it". Haha and then they go on to complain about their problems. Ahhhh people suck. But you don't, and you're an amazing writer. Please keep sending me read requests. I quite enjoy them.