My stupid mistake

It almost seems purposeful.

Is it your objective

to put me through so much

agony?

 

I

don't understand

how someone, with

a heart, could do

such a thing.

 

Do you

hate

me for something?

Did I do something wrong?

 

All

you

are giving me is mixed signals.

I don't know

what to think anymore.

 

How could someone whom

I met so long ago become

so cruel as to play with

my feelings

for

two weeks?

 

It almost seems like

you are forcing yourself

to hurt me. That you are

making

yourself say the things you say,

do the things you do,

to feel some sense of

Power,

Vengence,

Revenge.

 

I need a direct answer,

no more mind games

no more backstabbings.

I need you to be honest with

me

 

I know you are uncertain

if you can or cannot

love

anything again after

what happened.

 

I'm sick of playing mind games

with you.

You win, I give up! Happy?

 

Old feelings come back,

open up old wounds.

Ones you were positive had healed.

In a matter of a few days

you are back to that same, pathetic, place

you were before.

 

Asking yourself

why I cant get over

you

Why you put me through this,

Did I even really move on at the start?

or did I just switch my feelings for you

onto some other soul?

Was every kiss of his yours?

Was every hug of his yours?

Did I want it to be?

 

I was dumb to fall for you again

Its just something about you

that lures me in like a worm to a goldfish

 

I cant believe I was ever so stupid.

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

comment plz

Reviews

[TBird J.]

great style and set up. gets your point across, looks wonderful, really portrays the emotions. very strong