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When will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade, and that those cuts leave scars upon our souls! I'm Aneicha and I am the way I am.........either you accept it or you don't......I don't give a s**t..I know I may be passing off as a b***h but here's the thing.....I don't really give a f**k. I am the way I am and you either deal with it or you don't. I'm sick of life and I really want to die. I don't care about anything anymore. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I have awesome friend's and I wouldn't want to lose them. I hate my life. I hate my parent's. I hate where I'm living. I hate everything about me! I hate how I look. I hate how I talk. I hate how I laugh. I have many issues with myself as you can see. I'm actually very surprised that people like Lloyd and Ashlee and Nicole call me hot and sexy and beautiful and pretty. I'm not. I'm ugly. I like myself that way. I don't judge people by the way they are. To me everyone is the same. We're all human. I'm sick of everyone judging other's. Trying to change them. I hate people like that. It just end's up pissing me the hell off. I have a problem with swearing, I know that. I'm actually trying to stop but I can't. I am actually very weird. I love poetry and music. My family usually pisses me off alot. I hate that they can't accept me for me. I hate that they can't accept my friend's...especially my parent's. I'm in love with the best! I love him and I never want to lose him. No matter what I'll never stop loving him. I'm lucky to have him. I've never loved anyone as much as I love Lloyd. Everytime he's near me.....I don't know....I just get butterflies {even though I hate them because their girly} Lol. I can't be one day without seeing him or talking to him. That's how much I need him. I never used to belive in love until I fell in love with him. He's not like other's that cheat and lie and tell you they love you when they don't mean it. I have been lied to and cheated on.......I just feel that he's the one for me. I never want to lose him I love you Lloyd! Muah! =] And I know my family might think their doing the right thing trying to change me and make me preppy and girly and stop hanging with my friend's. But guess what....you can keep trying and trying but in the end I'll end up winning because I'll never change...I don't change for anyone but myself and that's it.


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Posted 12 Years Ago


hi!!! *waves*