ape domenigoni

ape domenigoni

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Why do I have to fight? Why can't I just lie down and let it win? Why do I always keep pushing forward? Makes for a difficult life...

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About Me

I love music, it inspires my creativity in everything I do. I look for bands I connect deeply with and right now those are Floater and Blue October; they are such a big part of my world, my writing, my being.
I have spent most of my life being completely miserable without knowing why, my poems reflect those feelings because it was the only way I could effectively communicate when I was locked so deep inside myself. My stories reflect my longing for love, a family, friends so I created stories involving close knit hand-picked (not always blood) families where I could live vicariously through them.
Four years ago I found out I have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) which explained a lot of the patterns in my life, why friends left, people turned on me, my freaking emotional issues etc. and I set out to change my way of thinking. Helping me through all of this chaos was God, music, writing and my amazing husband and I'm 100% sure I wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for the perfect combination of all four.
I have been living a wonderfully happy and content life the last couple years as a result of figuring out what the problem was all along, getting rid of all causes of stress and drama and focusing on my own healing and my family.
The unfortunate side effect of that has been no desire to write, I've had nothing needing escape, nothing to say in general. My novel has been on hold for years.
Until recently...but it's no longer dark and depressing things I want to write. I'm more into blogging about music or things I create. And now that I know there really is a light at the end of the long, dark, depressing tunnel I want to finish the love story I've been writing and rewriting since I was 16. I'm starting to feel like I finally have a realistic ending I can use in it. So that's an interesting twist to my writing...happiness...who knew?



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Posted 4 Years Ago


Thanks...I've missed being here :)

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Posted 4 Years Ago


It is great to see you back.

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Posted 4 Years Ago


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Posted 6 Years Ago


Super incredibly busy, but my new year's resolution is making sure I get time to write every day. I've got three stories in my head that need to be put on paper...lol. I'm also gonna make sure I start reading and reviewing again and get back in the swing. I think a year off is plenty! haha.
How have you been?

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Posted 6 Years Ago


OH MY look who is back in action... very nice to see you back here... I will check out your new story a bit later... how have you been?

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Posted 6 Years Ago


I know I haven't been around lately, but it's been busy and I truly haven't had time to write much even though I try. I'm posting a new story, Down a Rabid Hole, I'd appreciate any feedback from readers. Thanks!

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Posted 7 Years Ago


Thank you for the review!

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Posted 7 Years Ago


I hear you on that... seems everyday is survival of the fittest.

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Posted 7 Years Ago


Where I am we have a little flooding and trees knocked down but nothing compared to some areas around me... yeah this is some real crazy weather. Are you getting hit hard where you are?

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Posted 7 Years Ago


It's going okay... getting by day to day...
how about yourself?