Lonely

tired of this...lonliness

I'm sitting here thinking about how I've been getting by.

How I've done without someone I could call mine.

Done without someone loving me.

I'm sitting here wondering why things have turned out this way.

I miss seeing a loving face..

Feeling a warm kiss...

Experiencing a hug so deep; one that says "I'm yours forever and for always".

I'm sitting here wondering if I'll be able to fully love again,

Seeing as though I've been away from it for so long.

No one to call mine.

No one who wants to step up to the plate.

Am I that hard to deal with?

Is it that I'm supposed to be lonely?

Is it that God just has an amazing plan for me and I should just be patient?

I would love to fully believe that.

Reality is a horrible thing.

It's so easy to get depressed.

All you need to do is remind yourself that you're alone.

I've never wanted to be alone..

I just always seem to end up that way.

What am I doin wrong?

Why do my heart and my eyes always interfere with my desires?

Fooling my mind into believing that this or that is the way everything is meant to be.

The single life is great when you're not living it...

Illusions, illusions.

Even the strongest persons get lonely at some point in time.

This lonliness sometimes brings forth desperation...

How pathetic.

In analysing possible reasons I'm so lonely..I realize it's because I always put others before me..

Yes, forgetting about how I'd feel.

Guess where that has left me; guess how I feel.

Yes, I'm alone.

Feeling severe effects of utter lonliness.

Author's Note

When I'm fully free to love...I'll be happy...yes, no longer lonely.

Reviews

[Walkingblind]

I feel u hard with this one girl I mean my head wasn't just nodding
along with the words, I was being stomped with seeing what I felt
like writing. This is so horribly true a truth I've replayed a thousand times
and you hit this thing so hard the word lonely wants to change its meaning!
U even put the part about analyzing loneliness when I read that I was already holding
my head your a great writer. Many writers can express emotion in a poem, you've just
ripped it from it's holding cell and stapled it to the computer this is awesome!

[Lyrical Love]

I'm sitting here thinking about how I've been getting by.

How I've done without someone I could call mine.

Done without someone loving me.

You have your whole LIFE ahead of you! Live and make the best life by loving yourself first!

[Catastrophe]

That was a sweet write. Those words were screaming at me...
cause in this heart of mine I feel the same way...except the love is there...or is it?
oh well, beautiful..very beautiful.

[sheerpoetry]

Its amazing how we all fell the same. Some times i wonder y are we left to doubt if men can and will truly love us. thats when i find myself most frustraited cause thats a question only they can answer. but you expressed it beautifuly, it was like you were speaking through my heart

[luke312]

Love will come your way just hang in there.

[The DuchessPoet]

This is simply an amazing write!
I feel sooooo connected to your words its frighting!

I love how you penned this
I really do
I could read it over and over again!

VERY WELL DONE
You have an exceptional way with words!
WOW!

[THE LOST ROSE]

Blessed you are amazing. I am not a woman but I do understand the power of being lonely. I thank you for sharing that moment and reminding us we are not the only ones out there who get lonely at times. You are such an amazing writer and I look forward to your pieces. You never disappoint. Thanks aagain and again.