I Wrote it For You

I haven't been

Alble to write anything

in a long time.

I get it

you're mad

sad

dissapointed

un-glad

With this predicament

In which I find myself

In your eyes

I miss you

And I feel a great pain

That renders me useless

Without you

Not that I'm much

With you

But you make me

want to be

Better.

I wanna write my vows

and scream to the world

that this man

I've found

Is amazing

-sigh-

And it all stops

I feel it... this emptyness.

You don't have to like this

piece...

Its just all the little things

I've got to get out

Of my head

Or I shall burst

forth from my seams

And all my preaty little

words will be undone.

I hate it when you

refuse to talk to

me.

Using that voice

That makes me feel

Like a five year old

Whom you're trying

To be very patient

with.

I am your almost wife.

Your partner in crime.

Yeah, who better to

rob a bank with

than you...

Not that we would...

Just saying we could...

Not rob a bank together

I mean...

See how I stumble...

Mumbling

Fumbling over the words.

We'll be great together

Our partnership will be

Legendary.

Like when the cow jumped over the moon,

And Alice went to

Wonderland.

-sigh-

I wouldn't change it

you know

Not for one minute.

Not that you'll see this,

read this,

Feel this.

you might....

I did this for you

Just like you suggested.

In the end I

Just wanted you to hold me

Not bothering to let go.

part of me died

That February

when I lied and said

I was ok.

I did it all for you.

I miss your

handwritting

Damn this age of

technology

Where computers rule

and the pencil is on his way

out of a job.

~ICE

Author's Note

Thank you to my lovely fiance' who suggested that I write a stream of conscience writing to lift my writers block. Its not meant to be great or gramaticaly correct...I just need to get everything out of my head.

Reviews

[Gregory H.]

Wow...written like a pro...I often find myself writting when I'm emotionaly distraute...Good release poem...

As Always
Gregory

[Jason]

This is what I like to refer to as "brilliant frustration"....I do the same when I am blocked. Although I don't know that my stream is quite this good....it's still familiar. But this is honestly great....Brillaint Frustration.

[Vironykah]

This is an amazing poem. You described your feelings beautifully! i also love your allusions used in this poem.

Thank you for sharing,

Vironykah

[TheKaylaPup]

Its nice even so, theres room for writing improvement, but it has emotion to it.