A Monster

for Haley, Alex, Hunter, Morgan, Shelby. This has alot of meaning and alot of different parts apply to all of the above people.

It's hard to see who I used to be

and not wish I were still that person

I've changed but not for the bad.

but to be a young child again....

i'd do anything for that.

because i've seen all the people i've hurt along the way

and I wish I could take it back

to go on and move on.

but I still hurt because that piece of heart I gave to them...

is still with them. and it hurts in return of what

I did, the ache still echos in my heart of what i've done.

The trust, that was built up strong

tumbled in moments,

years passed, the pain faded

but still has never left. and...i dont think it will.

My life is like a paradise compared to what theirs is

and i feel guilty for letting them go.

To be friends. is the best thing i could ever revive.

because i have missed them for quite some time.

Beauty is a plague.

take it away.

For it just makes me a monster.

Reviews

[Nothing Personal]

It's difficult to write and admit what you did. With the realization, you have made a leap forward. Don't worry , friends are not far..I like this cathartic writing.

[Skyman]

downer!
And morgan's attempt at being wise is funneh!

[Mistaken]

I love it..great flow. The line "beaty is a plague. take it away. for it just makes me a monster' shows what society is trying to reinforce in all of us. But what exactly do you mean you've hurt us along the way?