… that was me …

If I was sweet
Gental and kind
More than some one you wouldn't define
A girl to love
A girl to hug
A girl to want to be friends with
If I wasn't evil
Snotty and rude
You wouldn't treat me like gum on your shoe
A girl you hate
A girl you envey
A girl you want to put to her ending
I've made mistakes
I've screwed things up
I turned people against me
Even ones I love
I hate my ending
No joy
No love
I want to be good
I want to be sweet
And
No longer
A wasp in a hive of honeybees
I want to be loved
I want to be kind
I want to be able to look inside
I want to find the girl I locked up inside
Hidden from the world in fright
You all know the ghoul inside me
But there's and angel fighting away
But that hasn't change
Not even yesterday
I want to show you who I can be
Not some girl who lives down the street
I know you may hate me and you'll never forgive
But what I offer is my only gift
I don't want to be a monster
I don't want to be cruel
I don't want to be the girl who drops out of school
I want to change and I try my best
But it's live putting on a life vest
I am sorry for
What I've done
Who I've been
But not who I want to be
I guess it's like this from my torn heart inside
Falling to peices apart on both sides

Reviews

[POETIC SOUL 2013]

This is a sweet poem. I dont see how anyone can look at you in a bad way. but this is a wonderful Exression.

[Kay]

I Love You Sissy.

[Izabe143]

Love u 2