To Life

TO LIFE

I will smile even when you are giving me a thousand reasons to cry,

I will be fair with you- my life,

Even though you were so unfair with me.

I will not be the way you had been with me,

Because I want to be remembered as the one 

Who was smiling in spite all of her griefs.

I want to be remembered as the one

Who kept on repeating her mistakes and never failed to admit them.

I want to be remembered as the one 

Who had endless hope and her expectations ruined her.

You had crushed me and choked me to death,

I am a little distance away from dying,

But you are so cruel,

You take away the lives of others who are happy in their lives,

You steal the breath of those who struggle to be alive,

And don't grant death to those who don't want to live.

You are a bitter truth,

Now death seems a beautiful lie,

But you are still so cruel to give me hope that tomorrow will be better,

Since all these years I've lost and been hurt,

You have kept me trapped,

I hate the sunshine and another day,

That couldn't bring brightness in my life.

Each day I am struggling,

Life is sustaining me even when I don't want to be alive.

I believe life is meaningful and worthy,

But why don't I get what I have loved?

Author's Note

I accept the fact that life is worth living...These are just feelings what I am going through...
It's my frustration on life...I still believe life has something good for me..I really appreciate and value my life but sometimes I feel such...

Reviews

[Hasventhran Baskaran]

I hate the sunshine and another day,
That couldn't bring brightness in my life.

One day, the same sunshine will light up your life and make things worthy to live for.Nice poem anyway. You blended the emotions and word very well.

[Najam Us Saher]

I hope so...Thank you so much for reading.... :)

[Abraham George]

my dear friend, I know what situation you are going through. But life is not the way that we need like to live, that unexpected things and suspense make the life more beautiful.
One day you will realize the happiness in the life you got.
Don't believe in Destiny - our Destiny is decided by ourself. Believe in God and pray for what you need.

My prayers are there for you my friend

[Najam Us Saher]

Your words brought tears in my eyes...Thank you so much...Every word for gratitude is less for thanking you all....

[Shasha]

"The life may hit you with a brick, but don't loose faith" - Steve Jobs, This is the way to deal with life. A great write, Good job! Keep writing!

[Najam Us Saher]

Well said...Thank you so much for reading.... I mean it..

[Abhishek Asthana]

sometimes its all about destiny.."But why don't I get what I have loved.",,, itself is a very good question... encouraging piece... nicely written...

[Najam Us Saher]

Thank you so much....I still remember that one day I have to write something positive 😄

[Priyanshi]

Good time comes after bad time....it's so inspiring that facing obstacles in life you still have hopes and u believe that life has something good for you....you inspire me, Najam....'m proud to get a friend like u....

[Najam Us Saher]

Oh thank you very much.....I am also very grateful for a friend like you. ☺

[Priyanshi]

ha ha ha...My pleasure,dear.... me too.

[Joey Nizz]

Your writing is truly inspiring and encouraging, life is meant to be lived, we only have one life, why waste it. we should enjoy the best thing life has to offer and even the simpler things.

Thank you for sharing this wonderful piece :)

[Najam Us Saher]

I thank you so much for reading ☺

[Joey Nizz]

Your very much welcome :)

[Mr.Writer]

Life is meaningful, but sometimes it can really irritate us and change our moods and thoughts...
An amazing poem Najam :)

[Najam Us Saher]

You are correct...thank you so much...I am glad you liked it...

[Farhan Shaikh]

That's encouraging poem..
I can relate this to myself and since i started think like this that day ever since i never said "life is unfair" Because according to me life is always fair we just need to follow it first and then pass it's tests and then finally it will be yours.. Our life can't be unfair because it's ours..

[Najam Us Saher]

Yeah truly said....

[rowan.taylorrr]

this is a strong piece. it reminds me of being the bigger person and being independent. i love !!

[Najam Us Saher]

I am glad to hear that....Thank you so much....