the still night

my life

                      The still night

The darkness around me…pressing in on me…making it hard to breath.

Hearing the voices of others saying…I’m worthless over and over again.

Every time I try to push them away…they come back.

Sitting here…all alone in the darkness with no one here to help me…left to my own self.

Telling the voices to go away…but…they won’t leave me alone.

I can never seem to…break…away from them…they follow me everywhere.

Living with them…it feels like…I have no control.

Living with them…makes me…want to…die sometimes.

Nothing…nothing…helps them leave…they’re pulling me in.

I…can’t…breath.

Getting the…life sucked out of me.

Hearing them say…I’m worthless…as I take my last few breaths.

Thinking I wasn’t…good enough…when…everything goes black. 

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like if I read my feelings. That tension and thirst for live. That pain what cannot leave me at night. Words what describe human life with struggle and maybe hope. Thanks for your great words. You are warrior own life.