Reasons why I grew tired of you.

Even the people who loves you with all of their heart, sometimes gets tired of you.

I grew tired of waking up in the morning and seeing you lying next to me

but failing to feel the intimacy we once shared every time we sleep next to each other.

I grew tired of doing things with you in mind

and you doing things without even thinking of me.

I grew tired of all the dry replies I got from you

when all I ever wanted was to start a conversation.

I grew tired of waiting for you every single day for the past few months,

waiting, and waiting for you to change your mind

and tell me it is me that you still love and you want to start afresh.

I grew tired of begging for your time

which I know you would willingly give to anybody but not to me.

I grew tired of you pushing me away,

and all I do was to hold you close

-then you pushing me harder away from you.

I grew tired of holding on to "us" and after all this time

I thought everything through,

and I realized I have to finally

finally, let go of you.

I know this doesn't really matter,

but I'd like you to know that I never grew tired of loving you

I just grew tired of forcing myself into your life

when you clearly want me out of it.

Author's Note

image for the writing is not mine.

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[rowan.taylorrr]

this but me in tears honestly and in today's society this is so true