Thoughts Just Go Away & Stay Away

A Poem by Tyrae'

Expressing the need to stop thinking about your Ex.

What will it take for me to stop thinking about you?
I study and I sleep and I bury the memories deep but
In the middle of the night I can't keep you off my mind.

Sometimes I wish that me and you never went through
Any of those months cause I knew that eventually
There would be no more us, somebody tell me what's the deal
With me. I can push it away, I can go to sleep and try to dream
A good dream and pray that the nightmares of wishing you were mine again
go away and stay away. O' this I pray. O' This I pray.

The more I see you, the more I feel the need to need you.
I don't wanna have anything to do with these type of lovesick emotions
Cause they just drag you though the motions over and over and over again.
And here I sit wondering if it could ever be as good as I know it should
Or maybe it would if I just moved the Hell on and stopped dwelling on
The past and the sad songs that made me think of you and how I foolishly thought
we would last which ended up just making me mad.
Angry at the world for not owning it all, angry at myself for not having anticipated
The end of the climax and the beginning of the fall where we hit the ground
With a sickening, heart splitting SPLAT!