I Wish I Could Disappear

I Wish I Could Disappear

I wish i could go away

to a place where i could be be me

Never disappoint anybody

Where i could be alone and not hear a single word

Not have to watch all the people be happy while i suffer

Nobody seems to understand

My mother, she just says it part of a teenage life

that everyone goes through it, no need to make a fuss

But she doesn't see it through my eyes

I wish i could stop the pain 

I think about it

But no I'm not like that, I have a future

I want to have a future

The one that i have dreamed of having

I have many friends

But they don't seem to really care

I guess then I shouldn't call them that

They don't deserve it

I feel like i don't belong but its different 

I feel like I'm needed elsewhere beyond this world

I cry myself to sleep 

I don't want to disappoint my mother 

But I just disappoint myself and It seem that no matter what 

I do, or how hard I try i fail and everyone come down

with me into hell

Where do I belong

Why can't I disappear 

Nobody see's me or hears me like i was air

I wish i was 

Why can't I fall asleep and never awake see how they feel

Right than i remember that not the right choice to make 

Reviews

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

Sometimes we grow a little impatient and we get depressed when everyone seems to be doing good. I can relate to this some what, but we only see our problems and how we feel...just like your mother not knowing exactly what you are going through. Therefore, even if they seem happy and everything is fine perhaps they are hurting to. I think about this and I want to be stronger and not let things bring me down to much because I know that I'm not the only one and I know people that go through hard times but they are bubbly and bring light when they walk in the room. That's what I want to strive for.

Good Job