johnnyqueer : Writing

Do you?

Do you?

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I've found you time and again, awaitingYou to come forth and crash into me. Time takes you places far away,Never in distance; Just decisions. Faith gr..
Ocean like love.

Ocean like love.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


It's been a while since these feelings invaded,I've pushed myself so deep into bitterness. My emotions are full from feeding on the past. I have to al..
Sometimes.

Sometimes.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Sometimes my own vice fails meAnd I'm left teary eyed, alone...Alone, yet surrounded by people,People I have always known. I realize my strength when ..
Lapse in strength: The cemetary murdered me.

Lapse in strength: The cemetary murdered me.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I felt nothing upon standing above you...If that's even where they put you.Closure seems to have fled the scene, Leaving me to obsess over your peace...
How long this time...

How long this time...

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Clutching your ticket tightly,Soon you'll be in the sky...I viciously wonder,How long this time?Like the sun you rise,Then leave in silence.Leaving me..
Back Into The Fire

Back Into The Fire

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I'll beckon the flames to rise again,Brush off the dust that infests. Temperature growing with my breathing,I want every spec of darkness within. Show..
(Im)Perfection.

(Im)Perfection.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I could have had it all,I almost conquered my world.I tasted perfection quickly,Before it schemed and bit me. Everything shatters at the drop of a gla..
Linger

Linger

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I couldn't fight my thoughts of you, My head pounded in retaliation... Perhaps it was just a lapse in strength,My mental blocks quick dysfunction. I s..
Thank you for staring.

Thank you for staring.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Glass pane glances back at me,Precise lines grace porcelain paint. Eyes close as I release and exhale,One step closer to bizarre. Brush and blend unti..
The Calendar Murders

The Calendar Murders

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I crave the sensation of falling beneathThe crystal blue water crashing, angryIn its attempts to consume everything. Longing for the arms to push me f..