Elizabeth Fiske

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First things first: I don't care if your male, female, black, white, Asian, gay, lesbian, trans-gender, straight, overweight, skinny, tall, short, Christian, Muslim, Jewish, etc. I respect you. I accept you. I love you. So many of us focus on outer appearances and thing we can't change, and never see the beauty within. I'm here saying, "I don't care. All I care about is who you are as a person."

"Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing." Ben Franklin



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Hidden Rejection

Hidden Rejection


A Poem by Elizabeth Fiske

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A poem about loving someone who, stupidly, breaks your heart without knowing it....

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It's okay,
Leave me without sympathy.
My heart's been broken so many times
That I don't cry anyway.
Give me another scar,
That's fine.
It's not the only one...
It's not the first time.

Please,
Stop defending your reason,
"I didn't want to break your heart."
Too late.
What did you expect?
It would've broken either way.

Ever heard
"Ignorance is bliss?"
Apparently not.

Now I'm even more numb...
My heart will rot.
I'll spend the rest of my life alone,
Living in a cardboard box I'll call home.
My dreams won't come true.
I'll have wasted my life
On stupid dreams like Me and You.

I hope you read this 
And cry 
Like I am.

I thought once I was 
Too numb to love,
To hurt anymore...
Then I discovered
You.
I feel in love with 
You.

You destroyed my walls,
(But rebuilt them 
In 30 seconds.)
I was happy.
You made me a great person:
I forgave enemies,
Smiled every day,
I never wanted escape.
For a few weeks,
I thought I could do anything.
I loved you.

Just hours before,
I was on top of the world.
I couldn't wait to see you,
To talk to you,
To be with you.
Ironic,
Isn't it?


"Are you trying to go out with me?"
My mind whispered 
"Yes!"
My mouth whispered,
 "No"
You told me that was great;
You love someone else.
All my acts of kindness
Were to be friendly...
Not to make you fall in love...

Lies.

Why would I say yes?
What did you expect?
Love isn't that simple!
Why would you tell me 
You fell for her?

Do you know 
How it hurts
To feel the stinging 
Of hidden rejection?

I wonder if you knew
How many poems I wrote 
For You.
How many hours of sleep
Sacrificed to thinking
Of You.
How many day dreams
Wasted 
On You.




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Elizabeth Fiske
So, obviously, this poem is about a guy I really really liked (maybe loved...) who, today, ask me about if I like him...I asked him "Where did you get that idea?" and he went on and said that he got that impression from how nice I was to him all the time...I told him I was just being nice and trying to be a good friend (Half truth, half lie), which would've been okay, but then he said "Yeah, well I kind of have somebody..." I suck up the pain, told him I didn't like him like that, he hugged me, and as I went to walk away to hide my broken heart, he kept trying to justify his reasons to ask me about it in the first place. I don't remember much of what he said after that( I was cutting him off saying "Yeah...it's okay...I understand...it's cool"), but I remember him saying "I didn't want to break your heart." That was one of the most stupid and insensitive things a guy has ever said to me. Honestly, what did he expect would happen? I would stand there, when he asked to talk to me in private, and confess my love for him? Then he would tell me about her and everything would be dandy?

I wrote this because I thought I had finally found a great guy who liked me back...It's one of those relationships where you see all the signs so you get really hopeful...then, in a matter of seconds, your heart is destroyed and all the great memories start to seem like stupid wastes of time.





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I know this feeling. It happens more often that it should, even when you are in a relationship. Guys will never know the pain that their actions cause nor will they care and it is painful for us as girls/women to have to be okay with the way that they act. What this boy did to you is horrible. I hate that it happened. But it is a great poem nonetheless. I am sorry that it had to happen the way that it did for the two of you but one day you will find the one for you. Just keep hoping. I would say search but if you search to much you will never find him. Just sit back and wait, you'll be surprised what will happen. In the mean time, don't get to attached.


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I know this feeling. It happens more often that it should, even when you are in a relationship. Guys will never know the pain that their actions cause nor will they care and it is painful for us as girls/women to have to be okay with the way that they act. What this boy did to you is horrible. I hate that it happened. But it is a great poem nonetheless. I am sorry that it had to happen the way that it did for the two of you but one day you will find the one for you. Just keep hoping. I would say search but if you search to much you will never find him. Just sit back and wait, you'll be surprised what will happen. In the mean time, don't get to attached.


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Elizabeth Fiske
Elizabeth Fiske

Monroe, NH




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First things first: I don't care if your male, female, black, white, Asian, gay, lesbian, trans-gender, straight, overweight, skinny, tall, short, Christian, Muslim, Jewish, etc. I respec.. [more]


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"The people that expect so much from me, expect so less of me...how does that make sense?" Me

"There's something that only you can do in this world. Just because you may think of yourself as ordinary or someone that will never be 'cool' or 'popular', there's a goal that only you can achieve. There's an impression that only you can give other people. There's a life changing event that only you can create. No one can replace you. Don't give up on yourself." Me

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"We're all weird. It's weird not to be weird. So, being weird is normal. Whoever is normal is weird, and whoever tried to seem normal will never understand just how great it truly is to be weird." Me

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"Sometimes, I think I fall in 'love' to get inspired...like I need to feel passion about someone or something to write or create. My heart must recognize a lack of inspiration and long for it so terribly that it will push itself to such extreme measures;Now that's true commitment to art." Me



"I don't remember a time when I didn't want to be remembered forever." Me

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"Every time you tell me I can't do something or be someone, I use it as fuel to the fire burning in my soul that will get me over any obstacle you put in my way." Me

"I don't know about you, but I don't want to die knowing I never tried achieving the impossible." Me

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"And finally I twist my heart round again, so that the bad is on the outside and the good is on the inside, and keep on trying to find a way of becoming what I would so like to be, and could be, if there weren't any other people living in the world." Anne Frank

"It's really a wonder that I haven't dropped all my ideals, because they seem so absurd and impossible to carry out. Yet I keep them, because in spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart." Anne Frank



"I don't want to have lived in vain like most people. I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I've never met. I want to go on living even after my death!" Anne Frank

"There is so much that goes on in my mind and soul...I contemplate the fate of people, my destiny, my dreams, my goals, my ideals...Most days, I would like to think that is what everyone thinks about...but then I see how unemphatic and uninspired people are, and I think to myself, 'I must be an alien.' " Me





Some Fun Facts About Me:

My biggest heroes are: Michael Jackson, Anne Frank, Taylor Swift, My Chemical Romance, and anyone who is willing to work to bring out the goodness in this world.

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I love 80's music.






I support gay rights, and I don't care what anyone else thinks about it.



I respect every artist no matter how much I dislike them or their art.

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I believe in zombies, elves, pixies, magic, wizards, vampires, werewolves, ghosts, aliens, etc.

I believe that true love exists, but only for people who have earned it.



I believe pain and suffering can lead a person to become a better person. That it can lead a person to bring themselves to find love, but only if they let themselves acquire the strength and determination to conquer their pain.

I have struggled with depression and suicide.

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I believe every life should be cherished; I believe abortions and suicide kills and destroys innocent lives.

My biggest fears are bees, creepy dolls, heights, and being in any body of water alone/drowning.

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My art hardly ever has happy endings.

I believe family is earned, and isn't determined by blood.

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I want to change the world.

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Just like any of you, I'm a complex person. I devote my whole live to expressing myself and being whoever I want to be, no matter what others think of me. I'm in love with the idea of self expression and creativity. I believe that if a person isn't being themselves that they are wasting their potential to change the world! Everyone needs to speak out loud and proud!! If you don't now, when will you?
Now that I've got that out of my system, I would like to share more about myself with you! First of all, I love writing,acting, and listening to music. Basically, art is my life. (But I don't draw or paint...Trust me, you really don't want to see how horribly I draw) Poetry is my hidden passion. I literally have notebooks stashed away in my drawers that have pages filled with just random poetry that comes to me out of no where. Acting, however, is my biggest passion. I love capturing the emotions of a character through action, not just through words on a paper. In fact, I plan on continuing to study acting once I've graduated high school.
I've been a small town girl my whole life, and dream of living in the city and traveling the world. I know that whatever I end up doing after high school, that I want to help others. Even if that's just making donations to charities, or something bigger like being in the Peace Corpse. Another goal of mine is to make an impression on the world. Whether it's through being a face on tv, or saving lives.
I really want to thank anyone who reads anything I've written.. I really,really,really, REALLY, appreciate it!!!! Even if you hate it, I still love you for at least taken the time to read it!! If you decide to comment, message, etc I really want your hardcore, honest opinion, because every opinion matters! Remember to always be yourself and love yourself!

Love Always,
Elizabeth (Liz)

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“In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.” Michael Jackson

"Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once." Lillian Dickson

"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life." Albert Camus



“The meaning of life is contained in every single expression of life. It is present in the infinity of forms and phenomena that exist in all of creation.” Michael Jackson

“If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.” Michael Jackson

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.” James Dean

“Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you.” Marsha Norman

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"After the game, the king and the pawn go into the same box." Italian Proverb

"The boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where one ends, and the other begins?" Edgar Alan Poe

"Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds." Albert Einstein

"Hear the meaning within the word" William Shakespeare

"Religion is for people who are scared to go to hell. Spirituality is for people who have already been there." Bonnie Raitt

"I dont think having a My Chemical Romance action figure will make a kid start his own band, I like to think it will make him save children from a burning building." Gerard Way

"When we first started out I had a really big issue and a lot of my loved ones had a really big issue with the fact that I was totally in pain up there and there was a time when I tried to hurt myself off stage, but I got over that. Like, you should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself. Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person and I think that that is going to be a lot of what the next record is about, not to plug it or anything. Like, it's going to talk about dying and coming back to become what you totally want to become. We are all becoming what we want to become." Gerard Way



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It's no problem. Boys are jerks I won't lie. And I send a lot of them sorry. But when I send them I send them to everybody. I hope you do well on your exams.

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You're welcome. =]

P.s. I love love love the picture of the king=]

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You're welcome.

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I wonder what it'd be like to be an under the radar writer...lol. I've never truly had that.

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Just to be on notice, I can't do it right now, out of time, but I'm planning on making you a poem anytime when I get online next. Stay safe.

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Your review is so memorable!

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I will remember that she is a girl on the next read.. shhhh don't tell anyone I got her gender wrong especially her she will have me set my foot on fire.

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It's no problem. Vanessa recommended the book to me. Send me a request when you post the next chapter.

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Thank you for the wonderful review :)