Tendencies

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About Me

I write poetry everyday, it is my life, my soul, my being.

Poetry is what holds me together, it is what keeps my from going insane.

All the times i wanted to commit suicide, it is what pulled me out.

If i didnt have poetry, obviously, i wouldnt be here.

Colleen is my name i choose to be me and no one else. Self expression is my life. i am me and i always will be. I love to go to church on wednesdays. It has become a priority for me. I don't know where im headed in life it seems im headed in the wrong direction. Im trying to straighten out but im not sure how its going. Computers

are my passion, i love to mess around with them and if something is wrong with yours i can figure it out in a gip! Im waiting for that special person to come into my life and love me the way i love them. i haven't found them yet but i have not given up looking. Don't think of me as one of those emo kids who dresses in tight clothes and covers their face with their hair cuz im not. I am emotional but im not a freak. I wont get upset with you if you call me emo but i will freak on you if you start with all the stereotype s**t. It pisses me off! I wear t-shirts

, jeans, and slip-ons everyday. It is a rare thing to see me in something else. Mainly because im more comfortable in that attire and also because i just am not confident enough in myself to wear anything else. Yes i am very self conscious. I am very shy. I get really nervous around new people or guys. Im not a hugely outgoing person but if you get me with a bunch of my good friends, i rule the world. Some say i look like a hippie

and i've come to agree. idk if its the always straight brown hair, or the t-shirts and jeans, or my peace sign messenger bag (lolz) but i've looked in the mirror a few times and come to agree with them. I can get very hyperactive

and random at times, people say they like me most when im like that, but im sure i can get on their nerves at times. My friends are my life, they are what keep me going. My cat

is like my child, if i was to lose him i would be devastated. I think gay people

are hilarious. I really don't care if you are gay but please don't like make out in front of me or anything, its just too weird. Im really slow

at times. Im not an idiot but i can make you think otherwise when i don't get something right off the back, im usually like that when im hyper. I love to read

. My favorite books are fantasy. I've begun to read a lot more lately and im running out of books to choose from. I love to sing. i sing all the time when im home or in the car, but i would faint if i had to sing in front of people. I think farts