But that isn't enough

But that isn't enough

A Chapter by Ashley.M.E

Why should I sit here?

Crying another tear

When all it will

What make the pain so much worse?

Do you see?

What you done to me

I guess you only saw your pain

It is still all you see

And I have tried to hard

To hid my thoughts

To hid my feelings

And only think of you

But it is killing me now

 

I can only hold you so many hours

I could only dry your tears with so many towels

Do you see the pain you caused me?

No you don’t

You never will

 

We all had hard lives

Trying to live in the fast life

We all just want love

We all just want a hug

But you took it too far

With your past and your instabilities

Did you see all the pain in my eyes?

When I held you for that last time

And you walked without a word

Did see how much it killed me

 

No you didn’t

You never will

See me

For what I did

Just want I couldn’t do

I can’t take the pain away

Like the drugs use too

I am such a fool for breaking my heart for you

And you don’t see

You never will

You only hear the sound of hell

 

You think you would feel better

Out of the life of your oppressor

But you are bringing everyone down

With crying and sad guilt

Believing you’re the only one that went through

Don’t get me wrong you have a low blow

Your life was no joke

You got in fights, went through pain

Lost your family almost went insane

But you got through all

Yet you still cry like your nothing

If I was you, I would feel better

Have your own life

And it matters

You worked your way up

And not many can say that

But you still cry to me and lean on me

Do you even see?

 

I am so young

I can’t do a thing

You mean me feel

Like I am nothing

You told me I was

As I tried to say, how I felt

I feel so used

Like you used too

Can’t you see?

You are becoming

What you hate

I can’t take it

 

I cry

I cry

Can you see me you have been so good to me

You think that I don’t help you

You think I don’t care but that isn’t true

That isn’t true

I would give my heart for you

 

My heart for you

But that isn’t enough.



© 2011 Ashley.M.E


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Wow! This was an intense ride of emotion and heart! It's pleading outward grabbed me and brought the piece into full life for me! Totally one of my favorites!

MG

Posted 13 Years Ago


A tearful poem that you have written. So sad but so good too i understand what you are goin though i really do. My ex girlfirend of four years broke my heart,
She started dating this guy and i felt heartbroken. So i get what your going though awesome job.

Posted 13 Years Ago


awsme ur writing has some potential to feel about love n all

Posted 13 Years Ago


Awe this poem is so good, but really sad...don't pay attention to him...or what happened...he isn't worth it. Good job though.

Posted 13 Years Ago



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