Addiction

My old addictions haunt me,

I wish they would go away,

I think to myself,

maybe just one pill,

or if i just shoot up once,

maybe then it will be easier,

deep down i know thats not true,

but god,

how i miss the feelings i get,

how i miss that all my problems are gone,

even if its just for a little while,

part of me just wants to give in,

one pill maybe two wont hurt,

one little needle wont be a problem,

that wouldnt be bad,

just a quick fix me up and i will be done,

yet,

i know that thats not true,

they will always haunt me,

no matter what i do,

they will always be there.

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[eatmills]

I understand the demons that haunt. I hear the saddness, I know the words you speak of. Some doors once shut must stay sealed.