For the love of God

self pitying piece.

For the love of God

(whose God? what God?)

Will you please stop beating?

Will you please leave me alone?

Will you please give me a break?

 

There’s only so much one can stand

There’s only so much…

 

Mourir d’amour…

I’ve heard that so many times

How come I’m still alive and kicking?

I love you so much, and you’re gone,

I should be dead too

What am I doing here

Going through the daily routine

Inching my way through the day

Day after day

Crying more often than not

Banging my head on the wall

Writing so many sad poems

Why?

Why do I even do it?

It won’t bring you back.

Nothing will.

And I’m stuck here…

Unwanted destiny

I felt I had control

But now I know I have none whatsoever

 

I know there’s nothing you can do about it

For if there was, you would have

I know that

But it doesn’t ease the pain

God will I ever write happy stuff again???