16/03/2007

So here I am, making my first ever proper diary entry. I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to be doing this. Well, it isn’t like you can find a manual in your everyday convenience store about how to write a diary. There wasn't even a class on it in school yet. Anyways, it's been like a month since I joined the new school. Sitting in class was obviously not fun. It was kind of painful really.

Being the new transfer student in class always sucked. It meant I had to be in the spot light for a while. As I stood there beside the teacher waiting for her introduce me, I could feel those cold stares making their way through me.

"God… This is so going to be a drag!" I thought to myself.

"You may take the seat behind Philip over there," I heard the teacher say.

Following the direction to which she was pointing did relieve me a little. A seat next to the window and at the corner of the room. Perfect! I can at least get out of the way of these stares. It's the worst thing to change schools.

It wasn't like I was really popular back in my old one or anything. It was more or less the same story even back then. I would sit in the corner, people would walk by, and life went on. It was actually great in a way. No one really understood me much anyway.

I was pretty much the weird kid. God do I suck at writing diary entries. Jeez. Why the hell did my psychologist want me to do this s**t? He should've just given me some pills and have it over with already. Oh wait... He's not allowed to. Poor chap!

Now where was I? Ah yes... And there I sat in the corner throughout class, watching the others whisper. Some brave souls did give me a few glances every now and then. It never really gets better now does it? I wonder if they ever gave it much thought 

The teachers just came and went away. Even in the interval I was left sitting in the corner all by myself. It was strange how people seemed to be getting a bad vibe from me. They were trying to minimize eye contact. Was it really me? At least no one bothered me while I wrote random stuff in my notebook.